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When You Feel Dropped:

Have you ever felt that you were dropped? Have you ever just looked around and notice that no one is around? Have you ever needed someone to talk to and no one answers you? Psalms 27:10: When my father and mother forsake me then the Lord will take me up.”

This is just not only for the parents, but this could also be for family, friends, and or anyone. Looking over my own life, I have been dropped, or they have turned their back on me. When I felt this, i fell into a deep depression, and deeper into my sin that i was already in. Why come out when you don’t have anything on the other side waiting on you. You come out and all you see is fingers pointing at you, or people not there for you.

Once you get alone and really start to think and you have nothing else, THE LORD comes in and shows HIMSELF to you. Shows you that He has been there the whole time, always from the beginning and the end. He shows you many ways that when everyone left you or you felt alone, He was there. He is there!!

Father

We come to You asking you to forgive us. Forgive us for all things that is displeasing to You. Lord we ask You to be with us when we are alone and feel like we have no one. We need you in all that we do and need. we want to say thank You for being here for us even when we cannot see You or feel you. Thank You for letting us know that You will always be there for us. We dont always get it right. we are yet imperfect, but when You come in, You will make things right. Thank You Lord!! We give You our lives.

In Jesus Name

Amen

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FALL BACK INTO GODS ARMS

WE have made it into October which leads us to Fall weather. We know that the weather is getting cooler as the day goes on. some of us been waiting for this to happen. I know us in Tx it’s been hot all the years long and I mean that. but now that the fall has come, we are all switching up out closets and bring out winter or color clothes to the front, and our boots out as well.

BUT in this time, at the same time, lets continue with out relationship with God. When you think of fall, lets fall back in Love with our Lord And Savior Jesus Christ. Let us let Him know that we are longing for Him and we need more of Him in this season.

we also know we are 3 months out before the year is over. I have said multiple times that God is not through yet this year. Something is going to happen this year that is going to Blow our minds as Saints. Rather if it’s one person or a whole community I don’t know yet but yet i believe. I know we all may have set resolutions but some of us have set our minds on Relationship with Him. IF you did, lets continue in it. if you fell off fall back in. He is still here. We must “seek Him while He may be found” ISAIAH 55: 6-7. He asked us a question,” How long shall He strive with man” Genesis 6:3.

Let’s Continue to FALL after God, FALL in or back in Love with Him, Let us FALL back into relations with Him. Let’s FALL in AWE of Him.

Father we come before you First of all asking You to forgive us for Falling out of relationship with YOU. We are so caught up in life to where we have forgotten You. Lord in this season of FALL we are going to FALL for you again. We are going to get back into YOUR Word, Fast and Pray. Become Intimate with YOU as we have done before. Lord accept us again. Here we are FALLING FOR YOU. '

IN JESUS NAME

AMEN

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PRAYER AND DREAMS

Father we are in desperate need of you. We are so lost without you

In this dream, I seen dark spirits coving the sky. Lining up by the millions. So many people was running trying to hide. Thinking that they could hide and get away. Even thinking they could go to a different part of the world. But they were everywhere. They were killing and torturing. It did not matter who you were. I know in the Bible it says that the enemy will come and make us worn out. He is going to come and pull a lot of them away bc they were ready or they thought they had more time. It's like a thief, a lot of others reference it, but it is so true. When you that thief comes, you don’t know when he is coming. Some thieves dress up in all dark clothes, some just come as they are and it can look like you or i. no gender matters. He comes to steal from you. Not just your material things but your life. And if you are not ready and have your armer on, you will lose. The enemy is coming with all that he has on us, every weapon that made our knees buck, or things we feel like we need to survive, or things we think is okay bc we feel like we got that time to live life. We don’t have that much time. We are literally at the end. Many has said it but have we really taken heed to what that really means. That means we don’t have time to play games, or live our best life, we don’t have time to be playing church, punching in our time clock and jucking and jiving all over the place.

We got to be ready,, we have to get ready now…

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The Beginning is God

We are in a season of desiring to be made home. We are in a seizing of wanting and desiring to be free. We desire, true love and transparency. There are so many prayers request before God and this season, but to get all these things we must truly come to God. It all Starts with God. He is there awaiting with open arms. He is there with your prayers in hand. All he wants is your heart, also to surrender fully to him, and to obey. He promises to take care of us daily.

Father, I asked You to show some to the one that may be reading this. Allow to know that You are awaiting them with Love, Grace, and Mercy. Let them know You want them. And that You have always been there for them. You hear their prayers for Freedom, Love, Wholeness, and Transparency . For someone to understand them. Let them know You are that One.

In Jesus name

Amen

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Spring Cleaning is Needed!!

Spring time is here. We always Relate to spring flowers or spring cleaning. Have you ever thought to do that with your own natural life. Truly in all areas. Financially, spiritually, mentally, all relationships, all around must Be cleaned! One of my tag is come to God it’s pastime. I don’t just say that because it sounds good, but truly he is coming back. Will you be ready!!

Let’s go and be cleaned

Other things we are hanging onto that are not good for us, things that can fit us at all. We want to keep it because it’s cute or trying to keep FRIEND) to say face. Holding onto unforgiveness. Let it go and watch a shift.

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FEBURARY/MARCH NEWSLETTER

IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO JOIN US ON OUR NEW NEWSLETTER, PLEASE LET US KNOW. WE WOULD LOVE TO CONNECT WITH YOU. WE ARE TALKING ABOUTTHE LIFE WITH HIV. MY JOURNEY AND OTHERS JOURNEY AND EXPERTISE. WE ARE GOING TO DO OUR BEST TO KEEP YOU UPDATED ON EVERY CONVERSATION AND MANY MORE TO COME. YAL ARE AWESOME. I REALLY APPRECIATE YOUR SUPPORT AND ALL. I AM NOW ON TIC TOK. SUPER EXCITED ON WHATS TO COME. NOW THAT I HAVE MY LABTOP I CAN WORK A LITTLE BETTER. CONTACT US SO WE CAN CHAT LOVE YOU ALL

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Say This With Me

I am attracting good things into my life

I am attracting abundance into my life

I am attracting prosperity things in my life

I am a check to unconditional love into my life

I am attracting happiness into my life

I am attracting opportunity in my life

I am attracting beautiful souls into my life

I am attracting financial freedom into my

I am attracting healthy vibrations in my life

I am attracting everything I need into my life

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Life

There is so much going on in life now. People, opinions, bills, family, ministry, etc. Our minds are full of life, and concerns. Here is our prayer today.

Pray with me: Father today is a beautiful day. There is power of life and death in our tongue. Today we speak life. Life over everything we put our hands to. We place our lives in Your Hands. In Jesus Name Amen

Let today be Great!!!

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Yours

Pray w/ Me:

Father, we are coming to You today wanting to thank You. But also we come with something specific that’s been on our hearts. Lord we ask You to take it. And give us wisdom and understanding on how to do it or let it go with Your Help.

We know “Matthew 19:26 But Jesus looked at them and said, With men this is impossible, but all things are possible with God. [Gen. 18:14; Job 42:2.] “

That’s why we are giving it to You. Whether it’s a marriage, business, relationship, ourselves, etc it’s Yours.

You told us to “1 Peter 5:7 Casting the whole of your care [all your anxieties, all your worries, all your concerns, once and for all] on Him, for He cares for you affectionately and cares about you watchfully. [Ps. 55:22.]”

In Jesus Name Amen

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Pray with me

Pray W/ me: Father Thank you for this day. Lord help us to remember the Reason for this season. It’s not about gifts/food/$ but it’s always been about You. Lord forgive us for losing focus on that. Though we are to celebrate You daily though we are to worship You daily allow this day to be no different. And for the ones that just acknowledge You on Christmas/Easter use this to sweep them off their feet and show them You are more than just a day twice a year. Show them that they need You daily. We all need You. Get us back on track. Refresh our memory to try e Original Reason Daily. In Jesus Name Amen

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Love

John 3:16 For God so greatly loved and dearly prized the world that He [even] gave up His only begotten (unique) Son, so that whoever believes in (trusts in, clings to, relies on) Him shall not perish (come to destruction, be lost) but have eternal (everlasting) life.

Father, Thank you for loving us. Lord you gave us Something so Precious, SomeOne that You Loved so much. You thought of us. You knew we couldn’t and still can not get it right. But some of us really do try. We thank You for Your Grace, Love and Mercy. Thank you. In Jesus Name Amen

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Today

Take Today And Enjoy. Today is the day. Use it to build and create. Don’t let faces and other’s opinions dictate what you do or don’t do. You got this. (Speaking to me) 🧡

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Release

There are times in life we’re it gets tough. There are moments when you question. What can you do in that moment. Honestly nothing. When you look around you and you see you are just about out of everything. When you sit back and think and ponder time just seems to stand still in your mind but in reality hours have past. That did not change anything. What are you going to do now? Honestly the thing we should have all been doing. Trusting God. Giving everything to Him. You may not seem like you have a lot but Faith the size of a mustard seed is a lot. Your little is grand in Gods Eyes. In His Word many times God turned little and made it much. This gives us Hope because He is the same yesterday, Today and forever more.

Proverbs 3:5-6

Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not to your own understanding. And in all thy way acknowledge Him. And He will direct your path.

Father, we come releasing everything to you. Our Strength and weakness, our relationships, finances, body, mind, spirit and soul. Everything our lives consist of. We know when we truly lean and depend on you we know you will direct us. Keep us Lord as we walk this journey as You lead us. Take us today. We give You full permission

In Jesus Name

Amen

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Imagine

“Trust in the LORD with all thine heart; And lean not unto thine own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge him, And he shall direct thy paths.”Proverbs‬ ‭3‬:‭5‬-‭6‬ ‭KJV‬‬

. Imagine if we could truly and fully trust God in every what will happen.

Father help us to Trust You more. Lord we desire all the things in life but we stressed out when we do it. I can truly imagine if we wouLOD just Trust in and on You the prayers and situations we have will come and will change. God help us. Take our lives and You do what You do. We give you full permission Lord.

In Jesus Name

amen

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ORDERED

“Man's goings are of the LORD; How can a man then understand his own way?” Proverbs‬ ‭20‬:‭24‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Man's steps are ordered by the Lord. How then can a man understand his way? Proverbs 20:24 Amplified

Father order our steps today. Place where we need to be. We give You today to lead and guide. For are as sheep, we don’t seem to know and understand what to do or when to do. We can be led astray easily. Take our hearts, minds, spirit, hand, etc and use it. You know the things that are before us. You knew it even before time began. Here we are God. Giving You full permission to take over our lives. You drive and we ride with You. Take the things we planned and You make it Yours. It’s all Your Plan and Will not ours. Lead us Make us O Lord!.

In Jesus Name Amen

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Family

“Through wisdom is an house builded; And by understanding it is established:”

‭‭Proverbs‬ ‭24‬:‭3‬ ‭KJV‬‬

Family is important. We only get one of each person in our life’s. Some of us are blessed with Bonuses. Cherish it. Some of our friends are considered our families. Cherish them. We get one. Give flowers while they livev among us. Love them, encourage them, forgive them, pray for them, be there for them and so much more.

Father, we come before you thanking you for this day. We wanna stop and thank you for our family. We cherish what you have given us. We also give them all back to you. Some know you, some running, some just don’t want you or know you. We pray for them. You love them more than we do. You can reach them in ways we can’t. Thank you in advance.

In Jesus Name

Amen

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Scripture of the Day

1 Whoever dwells in the shelter-of the Most High
    will rest in the shadow of the Almighty.[
a]
2 I will say of the Lord, “He is my refuge and my fortress,
    my God, in whom I trust.”

3 Surely he will save you
    from the fowler’s snare
    and from the deadly pestilence.
4 He will cover you with his feathers,
    and under his wings you will find refuge;
    his faithfulness will be your shield and rampart.
5 You will not fear the terror of night,
    nor the arrow that flies by day,
6 nor the pestilence that stalks in the darkness,
    nor the plague that destroys at midday.
7 A thousand may fall at your side,
    ten thousand at your right hand,
    but it will not come near you.

Psalms 91: 1-7

Father, we come running to you this day. We ask you to encamp Your Angels, and Your Loving Arms around us. There is so much going on around us, but we know that You are our Refuge, our Safe Place. We thank You for this. We may see it but it won’t phase us. And We thank You for this as well. Continue to keep us and we will continue to stay with and under You. Our Rock and Refuge.

In Jesus Name

Amem

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Prayer

God here I am. Father we come to You asking You to take over our lives. God we want to intensify our relationship with you. Open up Your Word to us. Give us the understanding and the wisdom. We don’t want to read it as if it’s another book. But the Book of Life. We want to install it in our hearts and minds. So when the enemy comes we can come back with the Word. We want to walk and talk like you. Love and Speak like you, God make us like you. Cleanse us!!!!!! Father we repent for breaking Your Heart. God Help us!!! God we are crying out to you. We need you!!! We surrender our lives to you O God!!! And we will obey.

In Jesus Name

Amen

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Christ-Like or a Christian

Examine your life. Are you Christlike? Are you trying to be like Christ? Are you walking talking and loving like Christ? Or are you just going to church putting your time in just to see if you want to church in my Apostle words. The lesson tonight really made me examine my life. Made me really think am I really being like Christ or just being a regular Christian thinking then I’m gonna make it into heaven just by being good. There’s a way that seems right, but it’s not. It’s a way to destruction. We really need God! Turn to God today. It’s past time and way past due.

Father, we come before you today. Thanking you for this day that you have given us. Hello we come to you repenting repenting of all our ways. The ways we thought the ways we talk the way we handle things every way that was not like you want today we repent. we are truly in need of you. Save us all God. Make us more and more like you, take everything out of us, That’s not like you here we are God. You have full permission to take over our lives. In Jesus name amen.

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Followers

God wants us to follow Him. He set people in our path like Leaders to shepherd us and guide us. To teach us the ways of God is what they do. They can’t get us into Heaven though. We must truly follow God. When the person of God gets up and teaches, or if a person comes to tell you something God says it must line up with Gods Word, and confirm what’s He has given you. Now be careful of false tells. There are so many out there. It sounds good, sounds right but it’s not. It will have you questioning what or if God really said “ Eve”. Gain, and grow that relationship with God for yourselves so that you will know that you know that God is who and What He Says He Is!!.

“I am the LORD, and there is none els, there is no God besides me. I girded thee, though thou has not known me” Isaiah 45:5

“Be Ye Followers of God, as dear children.” Ephesians 5:1

Father, we come thanking you for this beautiful cold Monday morning. We want to come to you to know you. To be able to hear and follow you. We want to know that we know that it is You we follow. Allow us the know and feel that false is near. So that we will NOT follow. In Jesus Name. Amen.

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